murder

There are some places so dark, you don't want to be there. 

Grief

I hover around the edges of your bowl

But I won't put my feet into your abyss.

Who can take a life? What goes on in that mind? Nothing? Blind rage? Blank void ugly

Do you lack the ability to understand the infinite repercussions of your actions?

You can never take it back, never make it right or whole again. You can never atone for your sins, 

never be forgiven

You can never escape the ramifications or the stigma or the hatred from others. 

Did you do this out of anger? fury, rage, inadequacy, drug induced insanity

I keep searching for an explanation but there isn't one. Your reasoning - no matter what it is - will never be acceptable. and although I know this, I keep asking. As if that will fill the gap, stop the leak

What reason could you possibly have that will make sense!

I hate to see your face next to hers. I hate that you are associated with my beautiful friend for all time. I hate that your hands touched her. I hate that you were the last person to see her alive. I hate hate hate 

I HATE.

I hate you. I hate every molecule of your being. Every particle of air you breathe. Every movement you make. I hate that you are living. I hate that you lie and that you will never understand what you have done. I hate that you have robbed children of their mother and her of them. A husband of his wife. You have not only stolen our friend, and robbed her of her life - you have left us with these horrible images in our heads that will haunt us even in sleep. We see it over and over again in our heads - what we never saw with our eyes Thank God.

Did you see your hands doing it? Did you enjoy it? Did you get a sick demented thrill from cutting her and watching her life drain away? YOU SICK FUCK

I hope you rot in prison in agony for eons upon eons just like the man who killed Dan. I hope you feel every single bit of anguish you have caused others 1000 fold and I hope it destroys you.